Finally, a focused day

Today has been a great day so far. First of all, it's a day off from working out. I actually did seven days straight because Friday was my day off last week. So this is a guilt-free way for me to enjoy the fact that I've worked out hard in the gym for three weeks, only taking one day off each week. That's an achievement since I have only worked out steadily for a month before this routine.

Secondly, today has been a day of no porn. I woke up a few hours before my boyfriend, and I actually spent the time working on projects that are on my to do list and applied for another gig. Since I leave to see a show in about a half hour, I know today is going to be a porn-free day. I even got some shower action from my boyfriend, which was a nice change of pace. It's funny that I shy away from that kind of affection a lot of the time, but I was all for it today. Maybe not going to the hookup sites is already bringing an improvement?

Today ended up being very good because I started the day by looking at my list of things to do instead of looking at porn and hookup sites. Blocking them is starting to pay off, and it's only the second or third day. At least something seems to be looking up.

Now I'm off to eat a snack and get ready to see show tonight (comped tickets because the boyfriend is working it).

All the best,

j