Yesterday was a success only because I was able to keep busy with other things while my boyfriend was home. Today he's at work, and I have to self-motivate. Luckily I have plenty of projects to work on, both for "work" (I have a large composition project due at the end of the month that I have to start getting together now) and for upkeep on the house (there's still a lot of holiday cleaning to do, grocery shopping, laundry, and some baking I want to do as well).
One reason I think I'm going to succeed today without much problem is my morning routine. For the second day in a row, I've held a morning routine that I've really liked and has really calmed me down. I've also decided to live this year fearlessly, without excuses, and without judgment.
While running this morning, I found myself unable to remember how many days I had refrained from masturbating in a row. I'm a bit disappointed to find out I couldn't remember the number one. But that's just a testament to the strength of my addiction.
So one day officially down, and a second day under way. I'm going to shower and then practice the piano and do my composition work for the day.
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