In light of the events of the past few days, which included a hookup with a hot black personal trainer and a hot threesome with my boyfriend and a dancer, I've realized a few things, and made a few decisions as a result.
Realizations
- Sex with my boyfriend is some of the best sex I've ever had.
- Sex with my boyfriend is more pleasurable than jacking off.
- My sexual fantasies are never as fun as I hope.
- One certain base physical attractiveness is met, the only thing that makes sex better is chemistry. A hotter guy does not mean better sex.
Decisions
- I deleted all my pictures on my manhunt account, and removed all identifying information, and set my profile text saying that I am not looking for a hook up.
- I deleted all my buddies on manhunt, all my e-mails, and set it so that it no longer tracks who I look at.
- I've changed my gay.com profile so it no longer mentions threesomes, and says I'm only looking to chat.
- I emptied my gay.com hotlist and bookmark list.
- I deleted all e-mails I SENT to guys that included pictures of me, either G or R rated.
- I will no longer be acting as if my boyfriend and I are in an open relationship. We may still have threesomes, but I will not pursue any men on my own.
These are steps I should have taken at the top of the month. But no worry, this will fix things. The hard part will be telling the hot, black, former personal trainer that I don't want to fuck him tomorrow.
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