Yesterday felt amazing. Giving up all future hookups outside my relationship was definitely what I needed to do. It was such a lift to not feel the need to compete or work out or do anything for anyone but me or my partner. The desire to jack off has come and gone over yesterday and today, but I have not succumbed so far. And when I got hard in bed last night, I told my boyfriend and we fucked before sleeping. I know that this sounds like something so simple, but we've never done it so spontaneously in my recollection, and it just felt great. He said our said life is finally becoming what he always wanted it to be. I guess I never knew it could be so good.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
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