With all the working out I've been doing, I'm finding myself much more attractive (and my endurance has increased significantly). My boyfriend and I recently had some of the best sex we've ever had, and I've been on top. Unlike usual, my dick has almost always been rock hard in the past week or so, which is pretty damn awesome.
Of course, I'm back to masturbating, under the premises that I'm just trying to enjoy my newfound potency. It is again completely disrupting my daily schedule, and as a result I'm being nowhere near as productive as I'd like to be (and lately I've been getting pretty stressed again). I know I overbooked work again this week, which could be causing a lot of the stress which is weakening my resolve to try and abstain.
I'm going to try to resume my resolve for the rest of the month. I've realized yet again that my success in all my goals depends on nothing more than my motivation to succeed. The higher my aspirations, the more focused my drive needs to be. I am working on my set of life goals again, and am even considering completely dropping out of my chosen career due to the inherent stress in some of my work. I'm making no decisions yet, of course, but there's a lot churning around my brain.
But no matter: I need to keep my resolve ironclad.
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